LYRICS
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Well, there’s
signs of life - all over this house,
That bring me home, remove all doubt
When I wonder what I’m doing it for - I just take a look and see…
All the signs of life my family left for me
There’s a painting
in the kitchen by a Rembrandt in third grade
And a Picasso on the carpet where the Kool-aid left a stain
There’s books in the kitchen, and shoes in the hall and though we
try real hard
And it looks like Toys ’r Us exploded right in our backyard
chorus
Solo
Yesterday the dog chewed
a hole in my favorite chair
Looks like the girls played tic tac toe on the wall over there
Aladdin is on the TV, for the hundred-millionth time,
Sitting on the couch with my family, at home and feeling fine
chorus
Out
of luck and more bad news
Too broke to even pay my dues
Throwing pennies in a wishing well that’s long gone dry…
Talked my way out of another job
Told my boss I felt that I’d been robbed
He said “Son, you’re gonna learn someday
That nothing really pays…
So now what ya got to say?”
I’ve been taken for a ride
And I’m too full to swallow my pride,
So I do what I can do
To keep on
Holding on
Holding on
Holding on an hoping and praying and
Holding on all day long
Uphill
paddlin’ a down hill stream
Spending evenings with a broken dream
Tried to call a few good friends but no one was around
Never been one to sit and doubt
So I picked myself up and I took myself out
Drove around but I got nowhere
I guess I’ll get myself a beer
Cause I just want to see things clear
And I know what would set things right-
If I could find a girl to share my night
Cause you know it’s true
Gotta keep on –
Chorus
Kisses
on the sly
(Gates,
Deveney)
When
I first met you I was finding my way up
After spending far too long down on my knees (sam stone)
You yourself were worse for wear
Time rolls on and hearts repair
& lately you look so different to me
Funny
how this thing is turning out
It’s not at all what we talked about
Supposed to be casual, just friends - you and I
Now you’re slipping me kisses on the sly
Every
day I grow a little closer, you come closer too
Every day we’re just a little bolder – hoping it might come
true
Some day, some way….. I’m praying I will see
you and me - turning to we
chorus
solo
I’m
not saying that I know where this thing is going
Far from where I’ve been is all I hope
I’m
not out there trying to change the river flowing
I’m just trying to stay in the boat
WONDERING
(Gates)
I woke up this morning, and I did what I always do
Brushed my teeth, made the coffee, and sat there thinking about you
I wondered how you’re doing; I wondered if you’d call
I wondered if there’s any chance that I’d stop wondering at
all
It’s
been so long since you’ve been gone I can’t remember it any
other way
But thoughts of you still crowd my mind, every single day…
Looks like you’re doing better than you ever did with me
And I’m left trying to grab at a future that I just can’t see
And I’m hoping – that you’re coming back to me
And I’m wondering – just how long it’s gonna be
And I’m praying to the Lord, my poor soul to take
Cause living without your love is more than I can take
Solo
Another
day has come and gone without you, it seems
But I know I’ll see you – if only in my dreams…
I never saw it coming – that’s probably why you’re gone
And still I sit here wondering, and hoping that you’ll call
And
I’m wondering – just how long it’s gonna be
And I’m hoping – that you’re coming back to me
And I’m praying to the Lord, my poor soul to take
Cause living without your love it more than I can take
They
say home is where the heart is, man I guess that much is true
For a while broken-hearted and homesick was the best that I could do
But the pieces fell together, just like they fell apart
And this time when I came home I found what was missing from the start
Ain’t
got no destination – but I know just where I’m bound
man it’s good to be alive….. I love this town
Got
friends in this town, I’ve known since I was 10
I’ve tried leaving once or twice, but I always come back again.
This is where I was born; this is where I was raised
We’ve grown up together, through all the long, hard days
Here I got God and Family – and both feet on the ground
Ain’t no place like it – I love this town
I found god and love and beauty
In these hills, as the sun was beating down
And home in the waters that run through town
She’s grown into a city; I’m trying to be a man
Both of us are doing the best that we can
The
people here are still crazy- in old, familiar ways
And there’s still music playing at the end of every day
Ain’t
got no destination – but I know just where I’m bound
Man, it’s good to be alive….. I love this town
I grateful
for all it’s given me, and I’m gonna try to pass it down
To my kids, like it was done to me – in my home town
I love this town
I love this town
One
Last Chance
(Gates)
I drank my last beer sitting on our couch alone
My last cigarette went out back some time ago
I’ve had my last affair with a dancer named Blue
But I’d still like one last chance to make it up to you.
One last chance is all it’ll take
One chance to clean up my mess before my heart breaks
With God’s help I know that I can do what I must do
Please give me one last chance to make it up to you
When I was a young man I was wild and crazy and free
Being all the things a guitar player can be
Friday nights going up and Sunday mornings coming down
Somewhere along the way - you & we went to town
As a
man grows older seems like he’s supposed to grow up
A wife and some kids, a little piece of land and such
But I just kept going with all of my careless ways
Never meaning to hurt you, but doing it just the same
Chorus
SOLO
The
night you left I was too big a mess to say goodbye
All I could do was keep on drinking, and just sit there and cry
Some time round morning, I prayed “God, show me what to do”
To get me one last chance to make it up to you
Chorus
+ Tag
I drank my last beer sitting on our couch alone
Southern Man
(Gates)
I was born in Austin, spent some time in San Antone..
Traveled all across this land, but this is where I call home.
Spent some time in Hollywood, and Georgia by the sea,
but no matter where I went I took a piece of this with me...
There's a little piece of Texas
that's a great big part of me -
Gotta tell you mister, ain't nothing I'd rather be
than a Southern Man
Whoa, whoa, I'm a Southern Man
Brought up on family - mama's cooking and sunday school
You always knew just where you stood between a whipping and the golden rule.
Go to work on Monday, getting high on Friday night...
Pray to God on Sunday... gonna make everything all right.
(Chorus)
Lord, I have seen some hard times - been to hell and back again.
Had to find my way back home and start all over again.
Found the love of a good woman, found the strength of a good friend,
and I thank the Lord that I'm Southern-born and I'm with my people again...
(Chorus)
How The Hell…
(Gates, Deveney)
When I woke up this morning things were looking bad
And I’m having trouble piecing together the good time that I had
Things come back in pieces, and things don’t come back at all
there’s a empty bottle and one left shoe
and a phone number on the wall
I got
a -
Head full of hurt, heart full of pain
Wallet full of empty - how’d I end up here again?
I had the of best intentions, but it always goes the same
Leaves me sitting & wondering just how the hell I ended up here again
At 5 o’clock I came home from work, just like every other day
changed my clothes, washed my face, and tried to get on my way
I went out to meet some friends, that much is still clear
There was a pretty little waitress in a shiny black dress
and it was all downhill from there
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
How did I end up here again?
1 or 2 became 3 or 4
or 5 or 6 or 10...then the
Cocktail waitress’ and neon lights
Start to make my poor head spin
is it any wonder that I ended up here again…
awe…somebody drive me home…
(Solo)
I seem
to recall something about tequila and a mechanical bull
that would explain the pain in my side and the ringing in my skull
& I think I recall getting thrown off a bus - don’t know what
happened to my car...
Got a new tattoo, says “Gina forever”, but I just can’t
remember that part.
(Chorus)
You said “I love you” for 15 years
Before I could ever say it back out loud
But I know there was never a moment
That you thought my love in doubt
We gave our all to each other
We gave it all to the kids
Worked and played and lived our lives
Always caught up in
A quiet love
Times
were hard and money scarce
Seem like I was always gone
Trying hard to scrape together
Enough for house and home
Times I would have broken, you helped me to bend
Knowing when I came home I’d still find myself in
A quiet love
There’s
things that I’d do different
There’s things I wouldn’t do at all
But you’re the one thing, baby
That stands above it all
The best thing I ever did was saying that “I do”
And on days like this I’m glad that I’m still standing next
to you.
Solo
Everyone’s
here, and the service was almost
As beautiful as you
The boys dress themselves
Just like you taught them to
It’s good to see you smiling
After all the pain
I know you’re in God’s hands now
And I’m still living in
A quiet love
Caught
up in a quiet love
One of the few things I know that I’m sure of
Days like this I thank the lord above
For giving me your quiet love
I’ve
always heard that what you don’t know can’t hurt you
But the things that I don’t know are killing me
I spend too much time with my heart upon my shirtsleeve
Loving you will be the death of me
Round
& Round & Round we go
And where we stop nobody knows
And where all this is headed I just can’t see
Round & Round & Round we spin
And wind up on our ass again
Love beats the hell out of me
I recall
the day that I first met you
I had money in my pocket, baby I was carefree
Now they say I’ve lost my sense of humor
Sacrificed the laughter for a dream
Round
& Round & Round we go
And where we stop nobody knows
And where all this is headed I just can’t see
Round & Round & Round we spin
And wind up on our ass again
Love beats the hell out of me
(Solo)
Now
they say the time has come for leaving
But I just can’t seem to make it out the door
We drive each other crazy for no reason
Sometimes I think that’s what true love is for
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Seems like such a long way from Lakeshore Drive to Travis Heights
It’s just a few damn blocks, been trying to get there my whole life
I climbed the ladder of success, but it was leaning’ against the wrong
wall
And everybody took a piece until there weren’t much left at all
And
then there’s you
You always catch me when I fall
Then there’s you,
When I am 10 feet tall
You always seem to know
Just what to say and do
Then there’s you…
Then there’s you…
Been
down so many roads trying to find the end
Always end up where I started – stuck in my own skin
This time I took a right where I usually take a wrong
And there you stood, waiting to bring me home
Chorus
Bridge:
You’re my shattering weakness, You’re my guiding light
You’re the one that I turn to in the middle of the night
you’re my beginning, and you’ll be my end
a lifetime together - lovers and friends…
Solo
I wasted
damn near half my life searching for a clue
Trying to figure out what it’s all about, and what the hell to do
I always thought the answers were out there somewhere in the stars,
Turns out all this time they were right in my own yard
Scotty
was a man without a country making his last stand
Charging up the hill at Iwo Jima with a whiskey bottle in his hand
Take that hill every morning, get pushed back every night
Till a little piece of shrapnel called Jim Beam took that young soldier’s
life
Singing
Yeah, yeah yeah – I’m on my way
Yeah, yeah yeah - it’s Independence Day
Hey it’s Independence Day!
Sally’s
under the table – says she’s looking for her keys
Sally’s under the table again, but she ain’t fooling me…
I’m pretty sure we didn’t drop none
I’m pretty sure it’s gone
But Sally’s gonna keep on looking man
Long past time to go home
Well
Mark is dead, and Todd is dead, and Scot won’t ever be the same
Flakey’s still wandering round out there somewhere
And Sean just came in from the rain
Me I’m just hanging around, nothing much to say
Doing what I gotta do to get by
Till Independence Day
All
alone at the end of the evening
Looking back on me & you
All those times I thought our days were numbered
All the times I thought we were through
And
I don’t know how it happened
Or how it ever came to be
So much has changed, and still we remain,
And you’ve given me a reason to believe
Sitting
at the kitchen table
Bare bulb burning bright
Going through a book of memories
And holding on with all my might
Looking back at all the pictures
Letters and post cards too
Sifting through the rubble of the good times and bad
The unlikely story of me and you
And
I don’t know how it happened
But I’m glad it came to be
I pray it won’t change, and we’ll always remain
Cause you’ve given me a reason to believe –
Oh yes I believe
Solo
You’ve
given me a reason to believe
Forever me & you
You’ve given me a reason, reason to believe
A reason to believe
That dreams come true
Oh yeah….
I’ve
worked real hard all my life to get to where I am
and there’s plenty of times along the way it didn’t seem worth
a damn
Hand to mouth, heal to toe, no one to call my own
Cheap guitars and broke down cars and no place to call home
And
it’s hard
Livin’ this a way
And it gets harder
Every day
This ain’t no kind of life for a man my age
But there ain’t no way to stop and there’s no turning back
So I guess I’ll just fade away
The booze and dope have taken their toll so I had to put them away
Twenty five years of playing for beer have left me with bills to pay
There’s been lots of girls at the end of the night, but I always end
up alone
This glamorous life up here under the lights can chill you right down to
the bone
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The
choices I’ve made have been hard ones, you see - but I don’t
want you to think I complain
I’m living the life that I dreamed of – just sometimes it drives
me insane
But there just ain’t nothing, like the sound - of a sweet guitar’s
ring
The call from above that opens my heart, and the music that still makes
me sing
And
it’s hard
Livin’ this a way
And it gets harder
Every day
This ain’t no kind of life for a man my age
But there ain’t no way to stop and there’s no turning back
So I guess I’ll just fade away
Wouldn’t quit if I could – you know it’s all good
Guess I’m gonna Fade away
Being the man of my dreams
(Gates)
Last week everything seemed do-able
Last week everything seemed fine
Then the world rolled around one time too many
And now I’m running just to keep time
God don’t give you more’n you can handle
Least that’s what I’ve heard’em all say
Well I wish he didn’t have so much faith in me
Wish there were some other way
Well, things keep on getting better
And bigger and cooler it seems
But some days I ain’t sure I can handle
Being the man of my dreams
Well my buddy once asked the question -
“What’d you do when all your dreams have come true?”
At the time it seemed like a stupid notion
But I wish that I’d a thought it through…
It got worse before it got better,
And now the future’s so bright I can’t see.
Just how the hell I’m gonna pull off
Being the man that I always wanted to be
Well, things keep on getting better
And bigger and cooler it seems
But some days I ain’t sure I can handle
Being the man of my dreams
Sometimes things get overwhelming
Dreams are born and hopes die with such speed
Joy and pain curled right up together
Sorta sucks the life right out of me
Putting one foot in front of the other
Doing just what I can do
And with God, and you people, and a little on my own
I just might make it through
Broken hearts and faded pictures
(Gates)
There’s heaviness in my heart I can’t seem to shake
Ain’t no reason for it, been dragging it round for days
Worried ‘bout stuff that don’t matter - Afraid of things that aren’t true
Still there’s this nagging feeling that I’m slipping away from you.
I look at you and you seem to smile -just a second too slow
Your eyes are a million miles away, and what you’re thinking I don’t know
Things seemed fine just yesterday – don’t know what the trouble might be.
Still there’s this nagging feeling, you’re slipping away from me.
And the night is dark and quiet
All the angel’s have gone home
Broken hearts and faded pictures
Are all that’s left to linger on
We assure each other that nothing’s wrong, like a hundred times before
One foot in front of the other, headed towards the door
Things seemed fine just yesterday, don’t know what the trouble might be.
Still there’s this nagging feeling, you’re slipping away from me.
She and me,
We’re the same can’t you see
We’ve been battered by the love
Of the people we’ve allowed into our lives
But we’re still trying…
Trying to take it slow,
Trying to let the feelings grow
Instead of diving head first in
To a tangled mess like we have done before
We’re still learning…
This is a Cautionary Love
Waiting to see and dreaming of
Throwing caution to the wind, but until then
this is a Cautionary Love
Love is the thing
And I don’t know what that means
But I don’t think she can give me
Something I can’t find inside myself
And so I’m looking
Looking for clue
Trying to find out what to do
Cause I don’t know how to act
and I don’t wanna do what I’ve done before
I’ve been down that road
This is a Cautionary Love
Waiting to see and dreaming of
Throwing caution to the wind, but until then
this is a Cautionary Love
She and me
We’re the same can’t you see
I’m headed down the highway
But I still have miles to go
Two steps forward one step back
- yeah I’m headed on down the road
The longer that I’m out here
The narrower the road gets
Or maybe I’m just discovering
What’s the road, and what’s the ditch
And I don’t know where I’m going
All I know is just where I’ve been
Hope I’ll know it when I get there… if I get there
Going down this road again
Solo
And I don’t know where I’m going
All I know is just where I’ve been
Hope I’ll know it when I get there… until then
I’m going down this road again
Gina the Snake Lady
(Martt, Gates)
Got stuck in Beaumont– fell in love The best kind of love – it only lasted a week
With a stripper girl who did a naked dance with a five foot snake
One bottle of wine – she was my best friend, I got so drunk I thought it’d never end
And I knew it was true love when I saw what she did with that snake
She took me in, she laid me out, We did the sex thing all about
And that place looked messed up like a hurricane came through
We didn’t eat – we didn’t sleep, We just drank booze out in the street
And I had to be somewhere, but hell if I knew where…
Gina the snake lady I just won’t forget you
Gina the snake lady In some way you touched my heart
And I hope this song makes up for all the money I still owe you
We both went down and we got tattoos, now that’s a memory you never lose!
Stopped in a bar, and got kicked out in record time
Crawled on a buss, and amazingly - Mr. Courtesy – That’s me!
Stepped on all the peoples feet and even Gina’s twice
I guess they thought that I’d been drinking and they didn’t like me being loud
And throwing Gina’s bra all around the bus
We both fell flat on our faces when we stepped out of that buss
But I’m pretty sure the driver put his boot in my behind
Gina the snake lady I just won’t forget you
Gina the snake lady - In some way you touched my heart
And I hope this song makes up for all the money I still owe you
Got stuck in Houston – fell in love The best kind of love – it only lasted a week
With a stripper girl who did a naked dance with a five foot snake
I don’t even think that’s her real name, but I could care less just the same
I never saw her again but the memories are still mine
He’s late again, and though I don’t need to worry
About where he’s been I do - I do
My head fills with a hundred stories
About where when and who…
I know he’s out there working hard
Trying to make all our dreams come true
And I just keep forgetting- he ain’t you
Since the day we met I keep waiting
for him to do all the things you done
the lipstick stains and late-night calls
but they never come
I don't know what it's gonna take
to shake the past and finally get me through
but till then I gotta remember
He ain't you
No he ain’t you - it’s just my mind running away again
I can’t see the truth, And I don’t know what to dot
except to just try and remember this -
He ain’t you…
Lord, Help me to just love him
And keep my scared little mouth shut
He doesn't need to know about
all my fears and how deep they cut
He’s shown me time and time again
That he’s all my dreams come true
Lord help me to hang on and remember
He ain’t you…
All day…EVERY day, is more than I can stand
dirty laundry, grocery stores, sitting and holding hands
if your looking for loving, that I understand…
but I don’t want to meet your folks or sit around making plans
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
If you see me coming, you better cross to the other side
Cause I will make you love me, take you for a ride
Give me your car keys, your credit cards and your purse
I will turn your life upside down, and leave you in the dirt
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
Baby, I could stay here, but I gotta be on my way
There ain’t nothing you can do, to make me want to stay
I ain’t the kind you marry, that I guarantee
I ain’t no Prince Charming, and I Ain’t ever gonna be
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
can’t you see? Can’t you see I’m not your man
I lost my job 14 months ago
And I ain’t found another one yet
Every day it’s a little bit harder
Just to get on out of bed
Lost my home, sold my car
But all the news talks about
Is some far away war
I guess no one’s looking out for guys like me
And even when I sleep
There’s no American dreams
Small change takes all my time
Giving all I got – for nothing but nickels and dimes
I know someday
My ships gonna come
Any day now
My luck’s gonna run
I’m spending all my time
makin’ a dollar out of fifteen cents
Cause pennies from heaven
Just don’t pay the rent
Small change takes all my time
Keepin’ head above water occupies my mind
Got no time for love or joy or freedom
when you’re this close to the line
Giving all I got – and all I’m getting back
is nickels and dimes
solo
I know that money
won’t set me free
But it sure buys
a better class of misery
I been happy with lots
and I been happy with none
lemme tell you mister - Happy with lots
is lots more fun
chorus
Tried to fix my truck and that went really well….
Now instead of leaking oil, the the motor’s shot to hell.
So I turned my thoughts to dinner – and burned it up real good.
Today ain’t working out the way I hoped it would.
I’m a pretty good guy on my best days, but this ain’t one of them
I gave it a good try and folks say “This too shall pass my friend”
I’ve had a few drinks, and I’m starting to think I’ve got everything I need…
To finish this day off right, except the matches and gasoline.
I went out to go to work and the sky began to hail
Couldn’t get the car into the garage & now the windshield’s smashed all to hell
A day late and a hundred dollars short – story of my life you know?
This day ain’t exactly going the way I hoped it’d go
Chorus
Solo
Setting fires & burning bridges – ah yes I know it well
Get in, get out, tear the damn thing down
Before it all goes to hell
Some days I just think I might
Burn the whole thing to the ground
But I’d just get stuck cleaning up the mess
With no one else around
Searching For You
(Mosher, Gates)
Yeah, you know that I’m lonely if I’m calling you
But it’s getting late and there ain’t nothing else to do
Yeah, I been out drinking, did some cocaine too
And when I’m falling down drunk I can’t stand anyone but you
I been all over town searching for you
And I ain’t too proud to beg, but I ain’t gonna argue
The next time you say that we’re through
You remember tripping down Third Street - moonbeams in our hand
Whiskey in our pockets, you were my girl and I was your man
Trying to find the car, or at least a place to sit
Who would have thought, that that first night was the best it’d ever get
Chorus
Solo
Why can’t we stay together, why can’t we stay apart
Why can’t we just let it die and stop breaking each other’s hearts?
I’m not sure what we were thinking; don’t think we had a plan
But this has turned into the world’s longest one night stand
Chorus
The late night call
Left on your machine…
I wouldn’t pay it any mind
That’s the booze that’s talking, not me (X4)
Spent my life chasing pleasure
Thinking it would make me happy
Said I wanted freedom,
But what I wanted was unaccountability
I was a nice boy from a good family
given everything that I’d need to succeed
But it all fell apart as I was crushed by the weight
Of the man I knew I was supposed to be
I’m just the same as the junkie
who’s got himself strung out on dope
I’m the same as the housewife
Who can’t figure out why she’s lost all hope
So many people with so many questions
Caught up in their role in the game
Each with his problem and all never knowing
The answer for all the same
Some times I have the feeling
That I could just sprout wings and fly
And Some times I have a great notion
To jump in the river and die
I got high, I got fat, I got lonesome
Some days I damn near got dead
All from just paying attention
To the crap going round in my head
I could tell you but you wouldn’t believe me
Guess I should show you instead
And despite my complaining it ain’t all that hard
And it’s a damn sight better ’n dead.
Now my heart –it’s found a secret
And my body just follows along
And my head is still learning, little by little
Not to kill me as I as I sing this song